I decided that in my post on forgiveness I covered both days 3 and 4, both by forgiving myself for not keeping in touch with people and forgiving those who didn’t keep in touch with me. Now onto day 5, something I hope to do in my life.
I hope to do a great many things in my life some great, some frivolous and some career oriented and some just a dream that will not likely happen for a very great while.
In the frivolous category I would like at some point to go to a ball with Anthony. I would love to dress up, have dinner and dance with my husband and not worry about the kids. Of course in a ball situation it would be nice to have some other couples who would also be there so it could be a real party. Maybe one year Anthony and I will go to one of the New Year’s Eve balls here.
In the career category I would like to become a paid writer. I know that this is somewhat attainable as long as I keep up with my writing on the blog and start to send out writing proposals. I would also like to write a children’s book or two. I haven’t figured out if they will be picture book stories or short novels for the 4-7 set. There are not a lot of short novels that are suitable for early readers. My hope is to more fully pursue this when Quinlan is in preschool next year.
I also hope to travel more with the kids. I am planning to go to Europe in 2012, however I think it has to be not London since it will be frantic due to the summer games. Anthony and I want to go to Scotland, Ireland, Wales and France for starters. I am keeping the blogher account open so that we can sock away some cash to pay for the vacation.
I hope for is a chance to buy a house that isn’t too far from Anthony’s work. Unless the bottom falls out of the housing market in Vancouver this is not going to happen. There is no way we can afford even a 3 bedroom townhouse right now, and unless we win a lottery I think this is still just a dream. In the meantime we are looking for a 3 bedroom house that isn’t unaffordable to rent. This *may* be a more attainable goal.
I hope that both Aidan and Quinlan will get through university without debt. I hope they find their bliss. I want my boys to be happy and healthy and fulfiled.
Day 01: Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02: Something you love about yourself.
Day 03: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. )
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 : What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28:What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself